damn eyelash wish things ...

soooo .. i just remembered yesterday i wentout for pizza sam got a eyelash off my face so i had to wish for something ..



i wished for her not to care what i say sometimes ... be me for a change and dont stop bugging about something and dont give up easy..it shows u care ...

after saying something one time she obeys no fight no nothing ... just ... okay !..and thats it ...

i wished for her to just jump on me one day and just show me how much she cares ...not any sexual stuff .. well .. lol .j/k but u know .. dont just sit there and keep something on ur mind u know the other person is waiting for you to say it ..and u keep it in .. like ur to afraid of saying it .. ill tell you right now! i like her .. ALOT .. but i know when something at the time is not good for me or the other person .. i would totally be fine with continuing talking to sam if she wasnt talking to so many other guys or envolved with then .. im not the type to (ex.) .. sorry lol its a easy way of explaining it ... lol .. im sure all of you have seen old cartoon where alot of dogs chace after a fox ... u see all these dogs(guys) chacing after a fox (sam) ...im the dog that runs with all the other ones for a bit and then stops and starts sniffing around like it has a.d.d. .. or it stops to scratch and forgets what its doing and turns around ... or i can me the one that runs really fast and is ahead of the game then i get i wear myself out and give up to rest .. lol ..sounds weird but im sure ull get it easier the way i said it .. soooo .. my friend cristina's ex b/f austin ... hes a cool guy .. somewhat the same as me but the opposite i guess .. lol .. umm .. after what he did . i think he deserves some punishment .cause it was horrible .. but . iv been in a spot like that .not quite as extreme but i see what hes going through and what cristina is .. I SAY GIVE HIM ANOTHER CHANCE .. just for fucks sake .. but dont get urself to envoled and be on ur toes about ur heart ..and damn im bored theres nobody on lol .. it feel weird saying this but .. i wish cristina had a twin .. lol .. shes a great person .and i would be damn interested in her sister . haha .. gosh .. enough about that haha .. i said hi to ashley today .. i really didnt know what to say but she logged on and i was like wth lol . ill see whats shes up to .. i didnt talk long .. but atleast it wasnt drama filled and all about our g/f..b/f agruing stories like usual when i talk to ppl now ah days .. u know ? . sooo .. im leaving this entry with this .. SAM .. if u have anything you want to say or anything u would like to happen or hope would happen dont be afraid to mention it .. or just act appon it lol .. j/k ..fighting for what u want is the best way to get it ..im not saying that u will get it .. but my feelings arent going to chance if i see ur fine with it .. and that goes to any other girl that afraid to say something .. if yall have some sort of intrest in me .. dont be shy and not tell me .. thats the worst ..and somwhat of a turn off .. and ill do that same to yall .. im not going to be that shy person that doesnt say anything when a girl is eating her food alone at the other lunch table or dancing by herself .lol ..im no longer going to see another beautiful girl at walmart give me the im interested look ,and turn my head wondering if she seen me looking.. im just going to stare and if they dont say anything i will .. but ill let them not say anything before i do cause id more that likely start to studder or something lol ..i was waiting for a g/f until i got a job .. i like 80% of the way have one now .. so im going to be able to drive them places do things and take them on dates unlike when i didnt have a job ... buuuuuuuuttt .. i wont have the freedom for them to see me whenever they want to now cause im going to be working alot ....P.S. ... i have a friend selling his dirtbike for 600 bucks .. im going to do payments on it tell i own it .. thats a promise .. :D